sooo sian soooo sian i'm FKING sian la.....
i dunnoe whether wat i did was rite ma...
now waiting 4 some1 to reply me....
my heart sooo chen zhong la AHHHH!!!!
i juz wan an answer whether am i able 2 b with her sia....
and she let me wait n it's sooo diao la...:(
bt i'll wait till wo ren wu ke ren then call her straight(muz c situation la)..
good thing is tat i text out wat i feel of her..
i didnt realise how much confidence i lost due 2 this la bt i noe it falls tremendously...
and if i fail this gao pai, i dun think ther's any nex gao pai 4 my nex few yrs le.. coz i dun realli lik this feeling loh.. soooo pressurising... HIAZZZ!!!
now 7.57pm le eh... when is she gotta reply sia... i regert loh. shuld not say out tat early.. bt i'm veri impatient la...
SIAN AH!!!!!!!!!!
now i hoping 4 her to reply no matter how bad things is, i can accept it de...
bt call me wait i can die sia!!!:(
faster reply me ma.. dun torture me la....
xi huan yi ge ren shi tong ku dan bei ai shi xing fu, i now belief in this 100% liao loh..
some1 save me la..sobsobsob...:C
i wanna draw circles le la(emoing)....

hope tat tis waitin is meaningful and worth it or even better successful:D
anyway this is how others will feel if they were in the shoe of mine now..
sooo JIA YOU NOEL!! u r a confident kia lai de.. Fear no evil!!:D
bt aiya still thinking about the waiting stuff leh it's suffocating me here loh...
wondering wat she doing now...
and now i feel lik i'm sooo useless becoz of this make myself till soo xing ku..
i onli tell ppl not to b stress over this bt i myself lik tat i feel sooo STUPID la..
STUPID!! STUPID!! STUPID!!
i'm sooo lost now....
and lets think of y wo hui ai shang ta...

• she's funni
• show attitude
• veri active sometyms
• my type of taste
• when i saw her i hav a special feelin
• she hav no topic to tok de
• once tok, tok none stop:D

and a lot more.....:D

but if some1 noe this and spread around or tease me wif this i confirm will dulan de loh... wat shuld i doo now la!!!! STRESS!! ahhh!! but lets think positively ba... WO HUI SUCCESS DE:D YAY!!!!

so end of post... no.31 is sooo STRESS... pls end this quick...

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